Giving It Your All

I'm the type of person that doesn't think to well about the person I want to be with. I always go with what I see and hear.

I met this person when I was at a cross country meet by the COED bathroom. I know what you might be thinking, but sorry know I didn't do anything bad.

She was playing tennis while I had to run in a couple minutes. We exchanged numbers, I flirted and complimented her to make her feel she was the most amazing person to me. We texted after my meet while I was on the bus and she was still at the courts. A few days go by and then finally when we were both not busy we went on our first date.

We watched movies and had Genki Sushi after. Before she got picked up we went some where private and told each other how we like each other and never wanted the night to end. We kissed each other and hugged not letting go of one another. Then on our next date we went out shopping, movies and somewhere to eat.

We were happy with each other, made each other laugh and happy. But then I began to notice that all she wanted to do was go out and never hang out or stay in and watch a movie at home together. I was constantly going out and buying expensive items, being the way I am I wanted to make her happy and give her my all because she was cute and made me happy.

But then it took me to realize what she said to her friends through text how she was just using me, how I'm too nice and will do anything for her to feel that I was being used. When I saw that, I wrote her a note for her to see when she wakes up to never text me, call me, or see me and to keep everything and don't try to give it back to me. I'll tell you that I really loved her, gave her everything I had to offer and provide to someone you think could be the one and I fell hard. I was filled with anger and sadness. I give in, poured out my love and was just too nice...at the end always end up falling down hard.